what should i say?

今天，某個人讓我美美心情突然跌入深深谷底
你爲什麽選擇這個時候告訴我？！
爲什麽選擇了她之後再告訴我其實......
你這樣未免太自私，太不公平了！
我很難才把你忘記，
可是，就一句話，害我把舊傷口打開！
你太狠了！
不過，現在說這些也沒什麽用！
我決定不再去想~
at least, i try not to

I am a big lightbulb tonight!
Lily, Dut and me... went to Full House eat dinner....
saw Sam gorgor!! wahhhhh.... so surprise....
then went to take photo...face so big!
then went to Movenpick....
so romantic!
ice cream and my beloved swing!
MEME so BRIGHT tonight lor!
sorry ar... i dunno only three of us...
if i know .. i sure stayed @ home

HAPPY JAI went to melon's bay today
so happy la...
so happy until he forget meme is his owner
kept going to the fat fat guy~~
so sad!
but still so cute

oh man... i dunno what im writing
i juz know that me now so depressed!
i failed PSY B assignment one
OMG
and Deshni left me here in auckland alone
n head to whakapapa! MY GOD
so depressed!
oh god! what should i do